Yes, I am going nuts.
Even though my mobile phone looks like crap already, I decided not to buy a new phone since I'm buying a new slr. To my dismay I will not be able to buy the slr too.
Actually if I want to, I can use the money I saved but if I do not a cent will be left. I don't feel like starting the new year pennyless.
But I can't live without my camera. Its my form of art, my outlet for stress, my way of expressing my thoughts. Without the cam, I feel like I've been stripped off my passion. I cannot have my sunshine back with my passion dead.
This is so frustrating.